My dreams instil a certitude of emotion
that my memory cannot keep pace with.
My recall of psychological effects is full,
but the play-by-play of unconscious events
I’m left with half-remembered aspects,
fully remaining feelings,
distressing states of threat,
annoying looping causalities.
Very little facts
Is the purpose of these dreams
to make me feel morose?
Or is it all a test
to see how well I can ignore
what I emote?
Or is my emotional frustration,
and feeling-based clarity,
because I can’t remember the dream
and can’t recall perfectly?
Failed to learn by rote.
I remember being chased
by the clown Pennywise, from ‘It’.
But he was driving a steamroller,
a murder weapon that’s quite shit.
I kept waking up, due to irritation.
It kept looping round, dream constipation.
So perhaps the reason I’m so irritable
is because the dream was stupid.