this vacuum

inflitrates my mind

my lungs seize

my brain it redefines

it reshapes everything

makes me a ciggy slut

within the browning walls

of my nicotene deprived nut

trapped inside this shell

this impatient, wanting hell

I feel the tug

to the shuttered desk

This internal,

triggering pest

double teaming

with my mental mess

putting my patience

to the test

just one puff

one single toke

jesus christ

I want smoke

chewing gum

through tobacco stained tears

no toxic chemicals inhaled

to allay my fears

I can’t give up giving up

I can’t be a coward

even when it’s telling me

happiness is tobacco-powered


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